Winter had just started. Slight cold breeze mixed with the fragrance of jasmine was filling her nose small and cute nose. She was taking longer breaths than normal ones. Mona was standing beside the bench in the park. Moonlight falling on her face was making it glow more than the moon itself. This new moon too had water on its surface.
A man with my painting...
"I am hanging on this rusty nail, bitting dust, nobody cares for me now. Once, I used to be so famous but now i have lost my sheen, my beauty. That power of lust and seduction I used to show...To make people helpless to admire me... seems lost like fragrance of rose once it gets dry."
Rahul looked all around the museum but did not find anyone. "Did I hear someone or this is last night's hangover?", he ask this question to himself. Then his eyes fall on a painting. At first he was shocked and stunned what he has just seen. A lady in that old painting was looking at him. But later he thought he is just day dreaming. But in real he was not.
A Revenge - A Poem Sort Of...
Hanging upside down...
On a branch of that old tree…
I am trying to figure out…
Who they are…? Where am I?
I am trying to scream…
I can’t hear myself…
But their laughs brakes through my ears…
And my head is banging with fear…
Will they kill me?
What should I do?
I am pleading for my life…
I am asking for forgiveness…
They are coming closer…
I can see them now…
Those face…
I killed them… I stole their lives…
Now they are doing the same to me…
It’s a revenge…
No matter how often you say "I Love You"
No matter how often you say "I Love You" to her...
She keeps expecting to hear those three words from you...
Men don’t need it all the time but women do. They do need assurance of love, which can be in any form. Even saying “I love you” works for them as much as a passionate kiss or writing a romantic letter (men seldom do that). So if you are confused that why girls behave like that then you should try to understand that they are not a guy. They think differently, they pretend in a different manner. Their needs are different their way of showing love is different.
Guys, girls can be handled pretty easily but in order to do that you should be confirmed about two things:
1. Are you ready to commit?
2. Do you have lived enough?
If for the above two questions, you have answers in YES then you should try to understand them better and listen to them more. And if the answer is NO, then who cares to understand them or listen to their whole day stories?
The less you try to understand them the better will be the chances that you won’t get screwed.
Men don’t need it all the time but women do. They do need assurance of love, which can be in any form. Even saying “I love you” works for them as much as a passionate kiss or writing a romantic letter (men seldom do that). So if you are confused that why girls behave like that then you should try to understand that they are not a guy. They think differently, they pretend in a different manner. Their needs are different their way of showing love is different.
Guys, girls can be handled pretty easily but in order to do that you should be confirmed about two things:
1. Are you ready to commit?
2. Do you have lived enough?
If for the above two questions, you have answers in YES then you should try to understand them better and listen to them more. And if the answer is NO, then who cares to understand them or listen to their whole day stories?
The less you try to understand them the better will be the chances that you won’t get screwed.
The Great Tail of India - India Vs South Africa
So, India Vs South Africa match finished but this time my country loose the game.
I am not sad. I am not happy. But very exciting I am.
And I know this is a bit different feeling. May be because this match was different.
Lets come to point.....
Who is responsible for this one match loss?
There so many views out there... so many opinions by the viewers....
What happen to our strong batting line after such a great start?
The legend, Sachin played fantabulous. Sehwag and Gambhir was good. But what other guys were doing there?
Were they endorsing pepsi or some other brand? Our batting tail line... touched the ground today. Never seen such a great fall. They just fall like a house of playing cards...
Why Nehra and Patel?
Both of them are not worth of anything. They should play only Ranji trophy. Nehra fucked up the match at its very crucial moment. Patel, what he did for India in that doomed cricket match.
Two catches dropped?
One by Yuvraj another one by Gautam Gambhir. They were very crucial ones.
When Nehra came to ball last over... 13 runs required in 6 balls.And at that time I had the feeling that he will become the reason behind RSA victory.
First ball -- Four runs.
Second ball -- A Six.
Now, 3 runs required for four balls. Even Netherland could have chase in that situation.
:P
In the end, Result: India loose the Match by 3 wickets.
Every Indian viewer was sad and upset.
I am not sad. I am not happy. But very exciting I am.
And I know this is a bit different feeling. May be because this match was different.
Lets come to point.....
Who is responsible for this one match loss?
There so many views out there... so many opinions by the viewers....
What happen to our strong batting line after such a great start?
The legend, Sachin played fantabulous. Sehwag and Gambhir was good. But what other guys were doing there?
Were they endorsing pepsi or some other brand? Our batting tail line... touched the ground today. Never seen such a great fall. They just fall like a house of playing cards...
Why Nehra and Patel?
Both of them are not worth of anything. They should play only Ranji trophy. Nehra fucked up the match at its very crucial moment. Patel, what he did for India in that doomed cricket match.
Two catches dropped?
One by Yuvraj another one by Gautam Gambhir. They were very crucial ones.
When Nehra came to ball last over... 13 runs required in 6 balls.And at that time I had the feeling that he will become the reason behind RSA victory.
First ball -- Four runs.
Second ball -- A Six.
Now, 3 runs required for four balls. Even Netherland could have chase in that situation.
:P
In the end, Result: India loose the Match by 3 wickets.
Every Indian viewer was sad and upset.
Seeking Happiness, But Where??
Yes... Where???
Whatever we do... An ultimate goal, an objective, an aim is always there...
and that is "HAPPINESS"
Some people seek Happiness in Money...
For some people, Happiness is in their work, their job...
A House wife finds Happiness in her Home making skills...
A Heart Broken man finds Happiness in a Bar or a Brothel...
This is a matter of fact that... how many people end up getting Happy??
Rich People says, "Money is not everything.."
Serviceman says, "I am fed up of doing same thing daily..."
House wife says, "I have no life... Except making babies and food..."
A Heart Broken man says, "Even Brothels have bad women..."
So, I wanted to ask you...
Where do you try find your Happiness?
Well I think,
Whatever the place you choose!!!
Whatever the way you select!!!
We should try to respect our choice and be happy with that, At-least until you don't get anything new... Because if we don't...
We end up getting frustrated... Scolding our juniors...
Overspending to overcome our frustration....
In the end... The LOSS is only ours...
So, if you are a keen HAPPINESS SEEKER,
Then do remember... "Respect and believe your own Decisions and Choices..."
You will be Happy... Someday... For Something... You Always Wanted.... :)
P.S: Your Prabhat 'Einstein' Singh... Missed me???
Whatever we do... An ultimate goal, an objective, an aim is always there...
and that is "HAPPINESS"
Some people seek Happiness in Money...
For some people, Happiness is in their work, their job...
A House wife finds Happiness in her Home making skills...
A Heart Broken man finds Happiness in a Bar or a Brothel...
This is a matter of fact that... how many people end up getting Happy??
Rich People says, "Money is not everything.."
Serviceman says, "I am fed up of doing same thing daily..."
House wife says, "I have no life... Except making babies and food..."
A Heart Broken man says, "Even Brothels have bad women..."
So, I wanted to ask you...
Where do you try find your Happiness?
Well I think,
Whatever the place you choose!!!
Whatever the way you select!!!
We should try to respect our choice and be happy with that, At-least until you don't get anything new... Because if we don't...
We end up getting frustrated... Scolding our juniors...
Overspending to overcome our frustration....
In the end... The LOSS is only ours...
So, if you are a keen HAPPINESS SEEKER,
Then do remember... "Respect and believe your own Decisions and Choices..."
You will be Happy... Someday... For Something... You Always Wanted.... :)
P.S: Your Prabhat 'Einstein' Singh... Missed me???
I met the Warriors of IMSEC: Happy Ending
Some of them were lying on the mats in front of college gates while some of them were at hostel to eat some food, some of them was talking about revolutions. I was happy after witnessing such a great contribution of my junior for something good. They were united for some reasons, they all were happy, they all were taking care of each other. A perfect example of Warriors in the battle field.
I got a chance to talk to Saurabh Tandon about the strike and its reasons. He was very good at what he was doing there. He told me about our EX- Director Prabal K. Chakaborty, What he used to do with students and their parents. He told me that Director forced some students to shave their heads. Director call some girls Whore in front of her parents. There are so many similar stories he told me. After listening to all of them , I just said,"Fuck Him!". That director write Dr. as prefix to his name. But I don't think he even has real degree of any sort. "He is literate but not educated", Saurabh said.
He told me about contributed effort of all the students, some of the names I remember like Shivesh, Ashwni, etc some of them I forgot (Sorry for that). He told me that everyone is giving 100%. Even girls were doing their levels best efforts. They were bringing food for boys from hostel mess, they were trying to keep boy's motivation and confidence up. I saw Roopika managing many things, like informing all the girls about what is going on and what to do next. She must have a lot of experience in participating in strikes, I guess so..
In the evening i return to my home but images of that day will never fade from my memory. All of the students who participated in that strike is not less than any solider to me. They did what they think is better for everyone. They hear what their heart says. They are Warriors of IMS Enginnering College.
Later, in the evening on Monday, I got call from Saurabh, He says "This is a voice of victory sir. We won. Director has resigned and may face jail term for harassing students."
I said "You guys shows your metal after all. Congrats bro!"
So in the end, Director Prabal (Trouble) K. Chakarborty has gone from the seat. I wish and hope that IMSEC never get any such character even around its campus. Such peoples are a threat to a good society. and College helps in making a good society.
Carpe Diem Your Way...
We woke up... We do daily shores... We do our job... We come home go to bed and sleep...
Thats our daily routine...
But something lacks here...
Why we are doing all that hard work?
For ourself, of-course but What is the point in earning a lot by giving in everything, mind, time and health etc.
And then again spend money of earning them back.
We should spend our day our way... At least once a week.
Do you have ever get hold of your day... and if you did... then for how long...?
If you look back in your life... Can you tell me how many days you lived for yourself?
I know it is a very tough question. Its fine... I just wanted to tell you that
"At least one day a week we should be Live, Free as air... Crazy as weather... and Funny as life..."
Go out... enjoy what you don't like... at least try...
Fall in love, Leave a bad relationship...
Abuse your friends...
Go for shopping...
Make friends...
Listen to music...
Travel... and so on...
You will feel tired in the end of the day and gets a sleep like a baby... So calm so serene.
Then there is no need of drinking alcohol or smoke cigarette to calm your mind... :)
So Carpe diem... Your way....
Thats our daily routine...
But something lacks here...
Why we are doing all that hard work?
For ourself, of-course but What is the point in earning a lot by giving in everything, mind, time and health etc.
And then again spend money of earning them back.
We should spend our day our way... At least once a week.
Do you have ever get hold of your day... and if you did... then for how long...?
If you look back in your life... Can you tell me how many days you lived for yourself?
I know it is a very tough question. Its fine... I just wanted to tell you that
"At least one day a week we should be Live, Free as air... Crazy as weather... and Funny as life..."
Go out... enjoy what you don't like... at least try...
Fall in love, Leave a bad relationship...
Abuse your friends...
Go for shopping...
Make friends...
Listen to music...
Travel... and so on...
You will feel tired in the end of the day and gets a sleep like a baby... So calm so serene.
Then there is no need of drinking alcohol or smoke cigarette to calm your mind... :)
So Carpe diem... Your way....
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With a smile on lips, And tears in the eyes...
May be loves me too...
Should I wait for her... or get kneel down...
To say I love you...
When I look at her... life seems incomplete...
Her one glance... can stop my breath...
I don’t know why it happened...
And now it’s complicated...
Our relation is nothing... but still stated...
As just friends...
More i keep this inside...
More it tries to fly...
That how... everything comes out...
With a smile on lips...
And tears in the eyes...
P.S.: Still complicated... ;)
Our Future is in Our Hands
I will come straight to the point. That is, we have to think about our present to make a better future for our country. And for better future… In our present, we can do just one thing. “PLANNING”.
Yes, Planning…
Planning to provide better education to of all kids, they will make our future.
Planning to fight corruption, which is eating the roots of INDIA like termite.
Planning to have better public infrastructure.
Planning to outcast other countries in terms of development and not in increasing population.
And then leave the rest of the things on how we manage to implement those plans. We should become a better citizen of India first and then do something good for our country.
At least you can plant one tree and try to keep it healthy until you are alive. At least make someone leave there bad habits like drinking or smoking. At least try to teach a poor for free.
These things will make a difference and not spending money like shit. Only we are held responsible for anything that gonna happen to us in future. For instance, if tomorrow this world ends due to global warming then that would be because of our mistakes of present. Now It is up to us what we want to leave for our future generation. A worst then shit life or a beautiful world like heaven.
So let’s do our best in present. And make our future “Legendary…”
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Yes, Planning…
Planning to provide better education to of all kids, they will make our future.
Planning to fight corruption, which is eating the roots of INDIA like termite.
Planning to have better public infrastructure.
Planning to outcast other countries in terms of development and not in increasing population.
And then leave the rest of the things on how we manage to implement those plans. We should become a better citizen of India first and then do something good for our country.
At least you can plant one tree and try to keep it healthy until you are alive. At least make someone leave there bad habits like drinking or smoking. At least try to teach a poor for free.
These things will make a difference and not spending money like shit. Only we are held responsible for anything that gonna happen to us in future. For instance, if tomorrow this world ends due to global warming then that would be because of our mistakes of present. Now It is up to us what we want to leave for our future generation. A worst then shit life or a beautiful world like heaven.
So let’s do our best in present. And make our future “Legendary…”
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Rotten Eggs and Tomatoes
I don’t know how someone can think that he or she has failed in their life, that too without living that? How can a person decide about his or her future by just failing some attempts? And worse to the situation that they try to commit suicide without even giving a damn to the people, who are dependent on them, his family or friends.
In any failure, from a relation to an experiment, from exam to job, no one should think of easy methods to escape the situation but should fight it.
I think no one can be a failure if a person has support of his family and friends. Before making any conclusion about success or failure we should think about the people who have so much faith in us, who love us more than anything.
Always remember “Our life becomes beautiful because of the amazing characters we have in our life and not because of success or money.”
When you fail… success can leave you… money can betray you… but the people who loves you… will never going to leave you alone… whatever may be the condition.
This is one truth that you can’t ignore. And if you do… you are already failed…
“Even rotten eggs and tomatoes are used to throw on bad performers during shows. So don’t give up… everyone possess some specialty some talent… you just needs to find that… and sooner or later you will find out your worth.”
In any failure, from a relation to an experiment, from exam to job, no one should think of easy methods to escape the situation but should fight it.
I think no one can be a failure if a person has support of his family and friends. Before making any conclusion about success or failure we should think about the people who have so much faith in us, who love us more than anything.
Always remember “Our life becomes beautiful because of the amazing characters we have in our life and not because of success or money.”
When you fail… success can leave you… money can betray you… but the people who loves you… will never going to leave you alone… whatever may be the condition.
This is one truth that you can’t ignore. And if you do… you are already failed…
“Even rotten eggs and tomatoes are used to throw on bad performers during shows. So don’t give up… everyone possess some specialty some talent… you just needs to find that… and sooner or later you will find out your worth.”
The Piss and The Hiss
In the monsoon of 2010, I was returning from my office which is situated in Okhla, Delhi. On the way to my home I took a bus a named No. 8 Noida Phase 2, from Badarpur to Noida Sec-37. When the bus starts and run a few meters I realize that I need to go for pee. But by that time I had purchased the ticket. I could not leave the bus, actually I did not wanted to waste those 15 rupees I spent on the ticket. C’mon nobody wants to afford peeing worth Rs. 15. So I kept my situation low and quite. As bus ran fast, my face starts getting red because of the pressure I was feeling inside. Any journey has never been so long to me… I thought that my bladder will burst today.
I had used that road so many times but never thought that it has so many potholes, I cursed the Mayawati and Sheila Dixit Government. I thought somebody is trying to play with me because… every time when bus bumped in the pothole the pressure increases 1 bar or something. Everyone on that bus seems enjoying the ride. It happens to so many times that when you don't want something only that will happen to you... I was not in a state of talking to anyone and suddenly a guy asked ‘What time it is’?... I don't know why he did that... I was not even wearing any watch... I was immovable; I look at him and said “Not interested ”. He didn’t ask again. May be he understands my situation or may be because of my rudeness. Anyways who cares for him? I put my bag on my thighs and start pressing it. I was trying to do every possible way to get the control over my senses and bladder. I wanted to jump off the bus but didn't. I wanted to get rid of that pressure but couldn't.
When bus was about to reach my destination, it stuck in a traffic jam and the bus starts crawling like earthworm. I thought, may be god is trying to check my patience, so I kept the calm on my face and get hold of what was going out of my control. After 10 more minutes when bus was still about 1 km from the place I wanted to get off the bus, I decided that I will walk up to that distance and get off the bus.
I hate the people who piss on the walls, but that day… I could not hate myself. I was in the rush to piss somewhere, anywhere…So that I can save my innocent bladder. So I got down from the foot path and enter in the bushes that was grown enough to hide me up to my waist and on other side there was a wall of Botanical garden. I unzip my jeans and just in a second there was a sudden change in expressions on my face. I was feeling so relaxed. I wanted to piss all over the city that time. I wanted to tell the God that yes I can control it. “Challenge Completed”. I was enjoying I the sound of my whistle, mixed with the sound of pee falling on wall. Suddenly I felt something crawling on my right feet. I ignored that and again lost in the music of nature. In just another five seconds I felt the same crawling on my left feet too. I was too happy pissing I did not give it any benefit of doubt again. When I was in the midway of my job a bike came and passed me. So I thought to look on what was on my feet and when I looked down I got goose bumps all over my body. That was the snake which has just crawled over my feet. I was so damn scared but could not stop what I was doing. I end up pissing as soon as I could and ran from there, did not even zip my jeans and kept running. On my way back to home I kept thinking if I had moved even an inch when that snake was crawling on my feet it could have bitten me.
But I was lucky and was safe. When I reached home I told the whole story to my family and they all had a huge laugh. And for the next two days I was down with the fever. I was too scared of peeing … That I didn’t go to pee alone for some days even in my own home.
So the moral of the story is:
“Think of your bladders before you board a bus and never pee on walls or on road sides better use public rest rooms”
P.S.: This story is a piece of fiction. Every character (me and snake) are just characters and used for telling the story.
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I had used that road so many times but never thought that it has so many potholes, I cursed the Mayawati and Sheila Dixit Government. I thought somebody is trying to play with me because… every time when bus bumped in the pothole the pressure increases 1 bar or something. Everyone on that bus seems enjoying the ride. It happens to so many times that when you don't want something only that will happen to you... I was not in a state of talking to anyone and suddenly a guy asked ‘What time it is’?... I don't know why he did that... I was not even wearing any watch... I was immovable; I look at him and said “Not interested ”. He didn’t ask again. May be he understands my situation or may be because of my rudeness. Anyways who cares for him? I put my bag on my thighs and start pressing it. I was trying to do every possible way to get the control over my senses and bladder. I wanted to jump off the bus but didn't. I wanted to get rid of that pressure but couldn't.
When bus was about to reach my destination, it stuck in a traffic jam and the bus starts crawling like earthworm. I thought, may be god is trying to check my patience, so I kept the calm on my face and get hold of what was going out of my control. After 10 more minutes when bus was still about 1 km from the place I wanted to get off the bus, I decided that I will walk up to that distance and get off the bus.
I hate the people who piss on the walls, but that day… I could not hate myself. I was in the rush to piss somewhere, anywhere…So that I can save my innocent bladder. So I got down from the foot path and enter in the bushes that was grown enough to hide me up to my waist and on other side there was a wall of Botanical garden. I unzip my jeans and just in a second there was a sudden change in expressions on my face. I was feeling so relaxed. I wanted to piss all over the city that time. I wanted to tell the God that yes I can control it. “Challenge Completed”. I was enjoying I the sound of my whistle, mixed with the sound of pee falling on wall. Suddenly I felt something crawling on my right feet. I ignored that and again lost in the music of nature. In just another five seconds I felt the same crawling on my left feet too. I was too happy pissing I did not give it any benefit of doubt again. When I was in the midway of my job a bike came and passed me. So I thought to look on what was on my feet and when I looked down I got goose bumps all over my body. That was the snake which has just crawled over my feet. I was so damn scared but could not stop what I was doing. I end up pissing as soon as I could and ran from there, did not even zip my jeans and kept running. On my way back to home I kept thinking if I had moved even an inch when that snake was crawling on my feet it could have bitten me.
But I was lucky and was safe. When I reached home I told the whole story to my family and they all had a huge laugh. And for the next two days I was down with the fever. I was too scared of peeing … That I didn’t go to pee alone for some days even in my own home.
So the moral of the story is:
“Think of your bladders before you board a bus and never pee on walls or on road sides better use public rest rooms”
P.S.: This story is a piece of fiction. Every character (me and snake) are just characters and used for telling the story.
I hope you enjoyed the story. Please don't forget to comment here... It will encourage me to write and boost my confidence.
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Devdas : A best example for local devdas
Image via WikipediaEven new version of devdas i.e; Dev D was a huge hit.
But...
After making 3 original Devdas and one new version of it...and watching at least one out of them we are far away from the what really devdas wants to teach us.
And that is....
"Ego can kill you boss..."
Every guy should take a lesson from this Bollywood hit. Don't take inspiration of killing yourself in someone's love but to shed off that extra ego that Devdas carried with him... else you will meet the fate of Devdas some day.
So try to understand what I am trying to tell you. Ego has ruined many man in this real world... Don't let your Ego do that with you.
P.S.: Be happy and see happy... :)
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